the lonely child feeling sad :(
23/11/07
oh gosh...i haven't been blogging for almost a week or more? many things happened during the period that i didn't blog. the saddest day i had was on 17/11 as it was the last last day of BC...and i can't bear to be leave the place...sobs...i had countless of fun times and laughters there. i can use as many adjectives as i can to describe the teachers there: lovely, approachable, caring, helpful, cheerful and always like to crack jokes and play games!!! i hope to continue my lesson there next year...but my mum refuse to...no matter how many times i persuade her...i can't change her mind...sobs...and because of me, amanda also decide to quit...as there is no meaning her me or her to stay when any of us don't continue...after this day, i had many bad and lousy days till now. each time my mum come home late or throw me all alone at home. i feel that 3 kins had treated their home as hotel; want to come home, then come. and this is how my mum treated me. why my thinking and my kins's thinking are extremely different? what i do and want my parents have to object. each time when i'm alone at home, it reminds of the TV program 'unbeatables III'... :(...and now waiting for 2 people's email replies...
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